Last January 23 we were so happy celebrating your 17th birthday. Now it would have been your 18th birthday on January 23, 2008, but you are no longer here. I keep thinking this is going to get easier, but it has only gotten worse. I miss you so much my baby boy. Last year you attacked your cake like it was the best thing ever. Now I have all your pictures and your blanket and your ashes, but I don’t have you. I really don’t know how to go on without your little “BAP” everyday when I get home. I hope you are safe in God’s arms and Happy my little man. Happy Birthday I hope you had a big cake in heaven.
Momma's Angel in heaven!
| Rachel Glover |