My Darling Bogus,
Today marks 6 years of your leaving
this world to go on to the Rainbow
Bridge. If it were 60 years it would
still hurt and I would still cry. I still
miss you that much. If I did not
believe with all my heart that the
Rainbow Bridge exists, if I had not
been given that special sign 1 month
after your passing, I honestly don’t
think I could stand you being gone
even now. When you left, you took
half of my heart with you. Things
have never been the same or right
for me after you left. I really had no
idea how much you guarded me when
you were here, until after you were
gone.
Please keep looking after Cloud Warrior
and Patches. We all still miss Cloud
very much.What does comfort me
more than anything is to listen to your
song and Cloud’s song that my song
writer friend and collaborator was kind
and generous enough to do for me at
my request. It does bring some measure
of comfort to listen to the songs that
have immortalized you and Cloud
forever. And to know that your’s and
Cloud’s songs have been heard all
across the world. I would like to think
that every time I play yours or Cloud’s
song, that you and Cloud hear them too.
I love all the kitties that Seven brought
into the world, but Babygirl(spoiled as
she is) is still my heart. She’s a sweetheart
but oooooohhh she can be a little devil
when she wants to be. Reminds me of you
when you were younger. Good grief
you could be so naughty!! But I loved
you anyway just like I love Babygirl that
much.
I don’t know exactly how much longer
my timeline on this earth is, since I
found out that I have a terminal illness.
That makes me very sad at times, and I
cry(like right now), but at the same time
I also realize that it brings me closer to
the time that I will be re united with you
at the Bridge. I can’t wait to see your
beautiful face and hear you precious
high pitched baby cry again. And to
sweep you into my arms to hold you
close to me, never to be separated from
you again. And to cross the Rainbow
Bridge with you into eternity………
I love you I love you I love you
| Renee Hartman |