by Sally / Your mum and best friend

It’s a year my darling,still missing you with all my heart. Some days I still can’t believe that you’re not here by my side. My little princess chicken here to cuddle and kiss. What I would give to have you back with me. To hear your little nails on the floor coming to find me. To watch your roll around the carpet. To feel you at the side of the couch waiting for me to put you next to me. Just to hear one little sound or to feel you here with me. But these are all dreams My Darling. So my wishes and thoughts are of you somewhere else, happy, waiting for me some day to come and scoop you at in my arms. What a moment that would be monkey. All the kisses in the world would not be enough to show you how much I’d missed you. You will always be my little baby.

I still hate thinking of that horrible decision. I hope I did the right thing, I did what I thought was best for you. I would have kept you here with me forever if I could. My heart will always have a hole in it in the shape of you kitten. I love you for always. A millions kisses to you Darling. Be happy, be safe, be good. I love you.

 

Love and kisses,
Sally