I feel so lost and sick inside, because my Cat (BEVO) was my comfort zone, my love and my companionship. And he was taken from me so suddenly and so unexpected, I can’t stop crying; the tears run down my face so fast and hard, I try and make sense out of it all but it just makes me sad and angry inside. I can’t seem to grasp the emptiness that I’m feeling in my heart right now. I don’t want to be at work but yet I don’t want to be at home either because everywhere I look I don’t SEE HIM. He always greeted me when I came home and he was my little lap buddy, and at bedtime there he was right next to me. He was pretty much my every day routine companion, and when I was sick and down he sensed that and worked extra hard at rubbing on me and purring extra soft and long. I know that my grieving and pain will ease with time but at this time right now this minute I hurt so bad inside that I SEE no soothing comfort in sight. Please help me find comfort and guidance in my difficult journey ahead. I know that there is and there will be a RAY of LIGHT at the end of my journey.
My sadness overwhelms me,
Sandra Alldredge
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