My baby, my heart and my soul Butchie. We had you for 15 and a half years and it still and would have never been enough. It has been three weeks since you left us and now I have your ashes and in the progress of making a colage of your pictures and your pictures with your brothers Murphy and Shamus.
I think about you everyday and I cry everyday for you to come back to me. I miss you so very much. Everytime I come home I think of you and everytime I let your brothers outside I think of you.
I know you are healthy and free and with your friends and when I think about that it does comfort me.
You and I had a special, a very special bond and you know that mommy loved you just as much as Melanie and Kevin and I took care of you till the very end.
I miss those beautifull brown eyes looking up at me to pick you up and sit on my lap. Remember what I told you everytime I held you? I told you “I love you butchie” over and over and you would cuddle your head under my chin as if to say “I love you too mommy” even though YOu couldn’t hear no more I know and knew that you knew what I was saying and you felt that love till the very end.
Shamus and Murphy still look for you when I say your name. The day you died I held you in my arms and cried so much. I couldnt believe you were gone. We covered you with a towel and Murphy went over to you and picked up that towel with his teeth and smelled you from head to toe and lied next to you. He wanted to follow us out the door when we took your body to the vets and we had to stop him. I felt you with us that morning and I knew what you were saying my baby “mommy dont cry I am in no pain my legs dont hurt and I will always be with you”
We will meet again at the rainbow bridge my sweetie and I want you to snuggle that beautiful head under my chin. I love you dearly. Run Run Run.
I have told daddy that when mommy goes to meet you that your ashes are to be buried with me so we will always be together.
Oh, how I miss your bad breath baby, that unconditional love you gave me I will never feel again with an animal. We had a bond sweetie but that bond doesnt end because you are gone, it keeps burning until we meet again. Thank you for letting me feel that love.
Till we meet again
| Sue Giannosa |