It has been a month now since you left us and I still can’t go a day without crying. I miss you so much.
I have finished your collage of pictures with your brothers Murphy and Shamis and it looks great. It makes me smile when I look at it but at the same time it makes me cry because I miss you so very much.
It will be Christmas in a few days and buying gifts for your brothers and not you has been hard. Your stocking is still hanging on our tree and always will be there.
I miss you following me around the house and still I look before I turn around thinking I might step on you. I hope you are enjoying heaven my baby, I know you are in no pain and playing with my dogs Cupcake and Cookie and Sylvester our cat and of course Tom the cat that was a stray that we had to put to sleep a month before you died. I remember the one time you chased him off the grass in front and just stood there like “I showed him huh MOM”. Play with him nice now Butchie he is your friend.
This house will never be the same with out you sweetie. I just keep telling myself that you are happy and healthy and running around in no pain. So my baby, Merry Christmas I will love you forever.
Until we meet at the Rainbow Bridge look down on me and smile.Our bond will never die!!!
Untill We Meet Again
| Sue Giannosa |