Whoa! My love, my darling,
I hunger for your touch,
Alone. Lonely time.
And time goes by, so slowly,
And time can do so much,
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God speed your love to me.
Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea,
To the open arms of the sea.
Lonely rivers sigh, wait for me, wait for me,
I’ll be coming home, wait for me.
Whoa! My love, my darling,
I hunger, hunger!, for your love,
For love. Lonely time.
And time goes by, so slowly,
And time can do so much,
Are you still mine?
I need your love.
I need your love.
God speed your love to me.
Hi Sillee my boy… How are you? I bet you are catching butterflies or you are busy sunbathing in the sunny land of many rainbows… It’s that time of the night again…11:25pm… when I long to see you..I long to cuddle you in my arms…the way I use to. It’s really strange.. the longer I don’t see you, the more I find it hard to cope with the reality that you won’t be coming home any more…
You know my boy, I never had the chance to tell you that ever since Gau-Jai’s passing,I never thought I could love another little animal boy again….Gau-Jai has been gone for almost 7 years now.. and for the first 3 years I wasn’t able to love again…human or animal..honestly, I just could not cope with the pain of loosing another beloved pet again.
Then as if by fate,I met you and little Lupee… You were both lovely… but, I kept my distance..I just did not want to give my heart again….Then as time went by,bit by bit, day by day… both you and little Lup found your own way into the Garden of my heart and found a space that you both claimed and made it yours ( I didn’t even know I had any more space left to love)…Slowly, you taught me how to love again through your gentle gaze and your wise ways… and as time went by, I began to realize that I had fallen in love with both you and little Lupee… I just want to say my boy: Thank you, thank you for teaching me how to love again.
Oh my Sillee…. you were no ordinary cat.. you were like a little boy in a cat’s body…and you knew so much..you were so wise,so manly, so regal, so gentle…I miss you… I miss your little snuggles when I cuddle you..I miss your angelic voice..i miss our football sessions…I miss your gentle gaze….I totally miss you!
You know I never told you but, after I had watched the film: The Lion, the witch and the wardrobe.. I decided that you reminded me of the wise and mighty Aslan….You were my little Aslan did you know that?
WY rang today to tell us that your daddy- Henry got a job promotion and he needs to travel to China soon…Please look after them in the states and make sure all goes well for them.Tell Gau-Jai that I love him.
I know time will eventually heal…but, right now there is this emptiness that only you can fill….I do not know when I will be able to sleep normally again…I just miss you..there’s just this ache in my heart that just won’t go away….Just know that my love for you,my wise little boy goes on and on into eternity.I know you know that because I have told you so many times in the past…
‘The love you have inside, you take it with you…’
I miss you, my wise little Sillee boy...
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