My darling CJ
I remember the day you were born visiting you every day until we were able to bring you home. Six weeks old you stumbled towards me with unsteady steps now almost 13 years later you stumbled towards me again with unsteady steps this time painfully weak.
I held you in my arms stroked and kissed you. I kept smelling your fur “cuz it smelled so good… CJ how I miss you. I wish I could of been there when you left. It’s so difficult to think of you ever leaving me. In your unselfish goodness and kindness you made the decision for me.
Saying goodbye to you broke my heart there is an empty space in my heart and home that can not be explained. I know it will get better but right now I can’t imagine my life without you in it. The pain is very real and
it hurts so much.
You are my “Best & Brightest” and now you’re gone. I will miss you greatly. These simple words can not do you justice my son because NO WORDS can sum up what a loyal & caring friend you were nor
how much you meant to me.
We are temporarily separated for only a short while because I know when it’s my time to cross over that bridge you will be there at the gate to escort me. Until then may you run and play now without any pain.
You will always remain
close to my heart.
Love
Mom
| C.J. {Conan Jr.} |
| 27, June 2001 |
| Sonia |