Carl,
Wherever you are, please know that I’m in pained because I terribly missed and loved you. You left a void and a pain in my heart. Your passing was something that I could not bear.
Please help me go to through this pain because I don’t want to lose you. Letting you go was the hardest thing for me to do and often blamed myself for I wasn’t beside you in your great pain. You’ve been with me for 8 years, witnessing all my ups and down, staring and kissing me when I cried. But on the last day as you struggled to live I could not imagined how painful it was for you. We’ve been separated for four years and in your heart you longed to see me for the last time. But I wasn’t there to comfort you and say goodbye.Sorry, how selfish I may have been. Yet, your unconditional love reaches me even a thousand miles.
I love you Carl, you will not be forgotten. As I go through this pain right now. Let me cry while remembering you.My only consolation was to remember all the memories we’ve been through. Walk with me, stay with me even in my dreams, wait for me because I knew I’ll be seeing you again. Goodbye Carlo, you are loved by many people but it Is I who loved you to the uttermost because ..You are mine..
You are my Baby. Goodbye.
"Carlo with all my love",
| Carlo |
| 19, Sep 2012 |
| Neddie de Asis |