Today You would have been 6 years old
My Darling Cloud,
Woke up this morning and realized that today
is a bittersweet day. It marks exactly one year
ago today that I finally found the courage to
leave the most miserable and abusive relation
ship I have ever been in. Sixteen years was
than enough of a relationship that simply
needed a kind and decent burial. But if also
marks the day that you would have turned
6 years old.
My heart is breaking and it is hard to see
in order to type this to you through the
tears that keep clouding up my eyes and
pouring down my face. Darling I miss you
so much right now even though I know you
are safe, healthy and happy at the Rainbow
Bridge with Bogus and all my other kitties.
I don’t know if your human dad remembers
today or not because he is not talking to me.
I’m sorry about that but I did what I had to
do in order to try to stop him from taking
my youngest son out of state. I don’t know
how the other kitties are doing right now
because he won’t come over, or IM with
me. And I don’t really have the heart to
try to get him on the phone just yet. I
still have this awful picture in my head of
the last time I was over at his house and
tried to say goodbye to Babygirl after your
human dad got so mad at me. She growled
and hissed at me! My precious Babygirl!
I will be working actively to secure a more
remote place here as soon as possible, and
then I will go and pick her up along with my
personal possessions, and my other son. I am
so sad, sorry, and angry that it has come to
this point, but I want back what is rightfully
mine and will fight to get it back.
I continue to play your song on my Sound
click member page. Billy took a very good
poem that I wrote and made it into something
perfect. I hope your song will be heard by
many people and touch many hearts. You
were, are, and will always
be that special to
us.
Please keep checking in on us and sending
your love to all of us. We all need it.
Until we meet again at the Rainbow Bridge….
I love you I love you I love you
| Cloud Warrior |
| 22, Oct 2008 |
| Renee hartman |