Dear Creampuff,
Well, it’s been more then 24 hours since your death. I miss you so very much. Adam came today. It makes my heart happy to know my baby is so much loved. It’s clear to me you didn’t touch just my life. You were so kind and affectionate. Even if you have gone now, I still feel your kindness. You’re still watching over me. I close my eyes and there you are. I’m never alone, I just need to think about you and I know you’re there. My fingers with never run through your fur again while I’m still on Earth, but my soul and heart will always be connected with your own. I’m still healing and can still be hurt easily, but it’s getting better. It’s hard to not have your physical body with me anymore, but something tells me you never left. I know Niki and Tiki miss you as well. I will help them get through these hard times. But I think they know everything will be all right.
My baby, my beautiful baby. Tomorrow I’ll pick out some flowers for you. Soon you will have your very own garden. Adam will also make a poster of your best picture. I will find a very special place for it. I’m sure others will come to visit you, like Buddy, Josh and Sarah. I don’t know how Bubby will react. I’m sure he’ll be very saddened by your passing and will pay his respects to you.
This has always been my worst, my special. I feared the day I’d have to live without you. I had the strange delusion that I would be older and able to handle your passing. What a fool I was. Your passing would sadden me no matter what my age. But now I realize I will not live my fear. My kitten is always with me.
With Eternal and Undying Love,
| Creampuff |
| 5, May 2005 |
| Tabitha |