Cricket my little Angel….I am not the same without you. I always told you for years that you were the reason I want to live, and you made me want to get up everyday. You were the one that made me want to breathe every breath and just to see you, and play with you made me happy. You made me enjoy my mornings, drinking coffee with you, and telling you that you were the greatest dog on earth. I meant every word girl. You were my life, and I will never forget you. Life isn’t the same without you. I see Big Ball everyday at lunch and I cry, because that is how we spent our lunch together. I will have a tattoo soon with you on me, like I said, before you died. I’m sick without you and I’m extremely depressed. I don’t care about anything anymore. I wish I was with you.
When you died, a piece of my heart went with you. The same thing happened to me, when my best friend Kevin died. I was never the same person. I hope I see you again when I die. I want you to be the first one I see, and I want to play big ball with you. I looked at your ball today and cried, because of the teeth and paw marks on it. I just wished you were there. Cricket, I don’t regret one minute with you. I loved every second we had together. You were flawless. You were perfect. You were the greatest dog I ever knew, and you were my best friend. I will never forget singing that song to you in the hospital- Your My Best Friend. I meant every word baby. I miss the way you looked at me, your growls, wrestling, sock, I’m getting it, lotion, what is it, and most of all….you want to go on vacation? I didn’t want you to go on a permanent vacation though. I loved you like I never loved a soul. You lived for me and I lived for you. I’m glad I spent the night with you on that hard floor for 3 days in ICU.
I’m sorry little baby. I didn’t want to sign those papers. It makes me sick everyday. I couldn’t believe I watched you take your last breath. I wont ever forget that day. Ive never cried so hard. Your buried in our yard with all your toys on top, and theres not a day go by that I don’t look at it and cry. I took such good care of you and what hurts most, is that I will never really know why you got sick.
Why did my baby get taken away? I was a responsible pet owner, and a great friend to you. Thank you for giving me 6 wonderful years of my life. Your the best friend that I ever had..weve been friends such a long time..your my sunshine ..and I want you to know that my feelings are true…I really love you.. Ahhh, your my best friend…Oh you make me live, whenever this world is cruel to me, I got you …your all I need ………….. I Love You Cricket. Goodbye for now and Goodnight sweet baby.
I love you with the piece of heart that's left,
| Cricket |
| July 2007 |
| Donna and Misti |