Flash by Chrissy / Your forever mommy

To my handsome boy,

I prayed for you before I met you and prayed the day you left me. You loved the sun, being cuddled up in warm blankets, sniffing flowers and could do no wrong. Such a loyal companion. God gave you 15 lives and you made sure to use them all. Never did I think I would see the end of you.

I felt you would live forever. You perservered through illness, surgeries, a major blow to the head, and car tires. God kept you with me for 10 1/2 years. You knew when I was at my worst, you would cuddle and listen and give a big sloppy kiss, right after you made sure I gave you a hot dog. You were the best thing that ever happened to me. The last 2 days of Flashes life, both he and I knew. The night before he died, I looked at him in the eyes like I’ve always done but cried. I knew he wasn’t good.

He wouldn’t look at me. He would get up and walk away everytime I would go near him. The next morning I went outside to get him to bring him to the vet, and couldn’t find him. I finally did laying in the tall pond weeds, he, to my amazement was still alive. I called to him, he wouldn’t look at me. As I walked tward him crying, I bent down and lifted his nose to mine and looked him in the eyes and cried saying, “whats wrong with my boy?” For a second he looked at me and tears came rolling down his big droupy eyes, I knew he said goodbye to me at that moment.

He was to loyal to see me hurt and tried dying where I wouldn’t see him. This was my boy. He knew when I was sad, mad, and happy. He fought to the end and didn’t want me hurt, even at the vet before he went to sleep he wouldn’t go until I was out of the room, as much pain he was in. You my flasher boy will be ireplaceable and totally unforgettable!

 

Always remembered and forever in my heart,
Flash
10, June 2009
Chrissy