May 1983 ----- November 11 1999
Cat
To my beautiful Fudge
who passed away
after 16 and a half years in my life.
Pussycat you were my baby before I had a baby
and though you have been ill with your hyper thyroidism
I was so sure the medicine would
keep you with me for at least 1 more month
1 more day...But that was not to be.
One the afternoon of November 11
my Brianna called me at work
hysterical telling me you were stuck behind a door.
I flew home and you were so scared
you had gone blind but when I came into the room
and held you in my arms you calmed down
and even slept at little feeling safe in my arms.
That last trip to the vets broke my heart.
I stroked your fur and whispered
I Love You in your ear.
I couldn't stay to watch them
give you that final needle
but I could not bear to see you go.
I held you afterwards
and kissed your face (My Mr.Dirty Face)
and said goodbye one last time.
I have you back now.
I say goodnight to you every night
and good morning every morning.
Your ashes rest in the living room
and your picture is close by.
I love you Fudge
I even miss having to share my cold steak
or olives with you.
There will never be another cat like you.
My heart is broken and I miss you so.
But I know that you can see again
and that brings me some comfort.
Take care my Fudge.
Angela & Brianna
Fudge |
Angela |