Today I remember your birthday without you. If you were still here, you would be sixteen now. You had always been so healthy, I really expected you to live to sixteen at least! I couldn’t imagine being without you, and it is way harder than I could ever have dreamt it would be. How I wish you hadn’t gotten sick at the end, and that my circumstances hadn’t had such a negative impact on your health; but unfortunately we can’t go back and do things over. You WERE old, however much I didn’t want to see it, and were a blessing to me for thirteen wonderful years, from the time I adopted you at one year old, until your passing at almost fourteen. We had lots of good times, and were there for each other in the the bad. How I miss you and wish we could celebrate your birthday together! Mama still loves her little man,
Praying that we'll be united again,
| Geordie |
| 1, May 2005 |
| Shelly Wolf-Lake |