My Gumbo,
I am hurting, hurting really bad. I miss you so much. I know that with time, thinking about you will bring happiness but right now thinking about you only bring pains, unbearable pain. I wish I could have been with you during your last few days. Please forgive me for not being there. While I was not there physically, believe me I was there with you. How I wish I could have been there at the end to pet you, to touch, to talk, to hug, to make you at ease. How wish I could have been there for you to put your face into my lap. You have not left my mind for a single second during the last week. I feel comfort in the fact that your pain has stopped. My pain has just begun but that is ok. Better me than you.
I will never forget the love you gave me and my wife and kids every second of the last 12 years. We had a good 12 years. You were my friend, my companion, my brother. You were the best. I am sure that Bobbie and Petunia are missing you dearly. I will be home in two weeks to finally bring you home to your house.
Rest in peace my love, chase those balls in heaven and share your love with others in heaven,
Until we see each other again, have fun.
Te quiero mucho
Fulo
Rest in peace my love,
| Gumbo |
| 14, Apr 2007 |
| Eduardo Real |