My dear baby girl, I want you to know how much I love you and that it breaks my heart over again each day to know you are gone. I know you are in heaven, happy and healthy, the way you always deserved to be. God must’ve needed his angel back early.
Your 9 months on this earth made me realize so much, made me love you more each day. To see your strength, and your courage to live, even with the FIP. You never complained, always loving and sweet. You were stronger that I could ever be, especially not knowing why you didn’t feel well, or why you couldn’t be a “normal” kitten. I also want you to know that we, (Daddy and I) made the hardest decision of our lives to bring you to the doctor that day, for the last time. It was so hard to know when you were ready, and I could never bear to see you suffer. I promised you I would stay until your last breath, but at the last minute I couldn’t, or didn’t, and it would’ve destroyed Daddy, so I went with him, and you fell asleep. I am so sorry and I feel so guilty, but I also knew you were in wonderful hands.
I’m sure you know what a wreck I was, and called the doctor a couple of times to make sure you were okay. I hope you know I would have done anything, taken you anywhere if someone could have saved you, cured that horrible disease inside your tiny little body.
I love you so much Leena, and I miss you every day. You have touched my heart forever, and I hope you are with me sometimes, even though I know you are busy up there. You will always be my baby girl. I hope you will be waiting for me.
All my love, until we meet in heaven,
| Leena |
| 25, Mar 2003 |
| Sarah and Jason |