Lewis, you will never leave our hearts, but we miss you so much, and no baby dog could ever take your place. I remember you as a little puppy that stole our hearts, and then we saw you into old age, at 15 1/2 years. Your mind was still alert, and your hearing was excellent, so I struglle with the question, WHY did your body have to be wracked with pain from arthritis and tumors. I tried to relieve your pain with the strongest medicine. I knew I had to do the most loving thing, and end your suffering, but I still can’t cope with losing you. I am glad we slept beside you, and never left you alone those last few weeks.
I am so sorry for not relieving your suffering sooner, but I couldn’t cope with ending your life, until I knew it had to be done. Now, you have a totally peaceful life that is pain-free–if only we could be that free, but someday….
There are no words to describe the pain of losing you, nor the depth of our love. I could never see you suffering again, but it doesn’t stop us missing you, seeing that beautiful face, and the love you showed us.
May God let you greet us when we depart this world, and that would be heaven. That is what I am looking forward to. Our love is sent to you daily, and many times a day. May you be enfolded in the arms of angels, and have the most wonderful time at the “Rainbow Bridge” with our other departed animals. Your loving family who
will NEVER stop loving you always!
Love You Forever, Lewis,
| Lewis Mapes |
| 5, June 2006 |
| Ken, Alleen, & Scott Mapes |