You looked so helpless and lost when we found you, you were so tired from walking around, you didn’t have the energy left to walk any more. When I realized that you couldn’t see or hear any longer, I thought about how lost and alone you must of felt. Alone in the dark, not being able to hear or see any thing. Shame on your owners for not taking care of you, and making you stay outside knowing you were blind and deaf. Letting your hair get so matted that it was hard for you to walk. You had fox-tails all over you. How could I just walk away, leave you there, and not help you? I could never do that. You touched my heart in just the few days that I took care of you.
I knew your body was tired, and it was your time to go, but saying goodbye is never an easy thing to do. I stayed there with you until the end, I held your head in my hands as you slowly went to sleep. It was hard for me to do, but I didn’t want you to feel scared or alone, and I hope you didn’t. We said a prayer that when you wake up, that you would be able to see and hear again. …and 2 days later, while I was sleeping, for some reason (maybe because of you) I woke up and heard this song…
“The Storm Is Over Now”
I was in a tunnel
and couldn’t see the light
and whenever I’d look up
I couldn’t see the sky
But then I climbed the hills
and saw the mountains
I hollered help ’cause I was lost
then I felt the strong wind
heard a small voice saying..
The storm is over
and I can see the sunshine
somewhere beyond the clouds
I can feel Heaven,
Heaven is over me
come on and set me free,
Now in the midst of my battle
all hope was gone
downtown in a rushed crowd’
and felt all alone
and every now and then
I felt like I would lose my mind
I’ve been racing for years
and still no finish line,
But then I climbed the hills
and saw the mountains
I hollered help ’cause I was lost
then I felt the strong wind
and then a small voice saying..
The storm is over
the storm is over now
and I can see the sunshine
somewhere beyond the clouds
I can feel Heaven,
Heaven is over me
come on and set me free
Somehow my beginning stepped right in
then faith became my friend
and now I can depend
on the voices of the wind
when it’s saying
The storm is over
the storm is over now
and I can see the sunshine
somewhere beyond the clouds
I can feel Heaven,
Heaven is over me
won’t you come and set me free
won’t you set me free.
I know that was a message for me, because I was feeling so bad, and wondering if I did the right thing. but after I heard this song, I got my answer. Rest in peace baby boy, there was someone that cared about you.
I loved you,
| "Little Lost Boy" |
| 2011 |
| Celina Strzyz |