Lola Muffin by Becky

My precious Lolie

I miss you so much Baby Girl. Today is my 45th birthday. Wow I was only 28 years old when I held you for the first time –
you were only two days old!!!

I will forever have this memory like it was yesterday….. holding a tiny velveteen puppy that fit into the palm of my hand. I had no idea how much love and happiness was in store for me for the next 16 years. My heart has been broken since you crossed the Rainbow Bridge on April 2nd. I feel like I’m still in shock sometimes I just don’t know what to do because I don’t have you here with me I just feel so sad without you.

Taffy misses you so much. She had her 14th birthday on July 11th. I know Patches (paw print 136) was happy to see you at the Bridge. Rusty and Diamond are my new sweet 2-year old babies that would’ve loved to have you around to play with. I know you met Rusty but you were really getting tired in that stage of your life I think you might not remember him. I rescued Diamond a month or so after you went to the Bridge. Anyway the young pups are so silly they remind me of you and Patches and Taffy when you were all young and playing together. Sometimes Taffy will bark and twist around with them when they’re playing.

I miss your sweet face so much my little Lola the Rola Pola. I can still see the way your left ear always stuck straight out like a left turn signal. You always sat by the doorway and waited for me to come back to you or else you were always following me every step I took when I was with you at home. It seems surreal that you are not with me now. What would I do to hold you and hug you and kiss you again!

I hope you had a good last day on earth with Mommy when we went for a stroller ride around the neighborhood and you ate a boiled egg (your favorite meal) and we hugged a lot and took videos and pictures.

Sweet girl I didn’t wan’t to say goodbye but you weren’t able to walk any more on this earth so Mommy and Daddy and Dr. Namie helped you cross over the Bridge. I know that Patches was so glad to see you. I’m glad I got to hold you in my arms at home when I hugged you and kissed you
for the last time on earth.

I am so honored to know that you spent your whole life with me. I only hope that I was worthy of your love and loyalty.

What a wonderful adventure I had spending the last part of the 80’s the whole decade of the 90’s and the beginning of the 2000’s with “Three Little Brown Jugs in a Row”!! You and Taff-Taff and Patchy-Patch!! Wow at one time I had three doggies that were 13 14 and 15 years old that had been together for almost all their lives!

Baby Girl I love you and love you and love you some more. I miss you more than I can ever say but I’m glad that you are now running free with Patchy-Patch and you can hear and see again and you have all the
joys of Heaven to behold.

I’ll see you soon my
sweet-sweet-sweet-sweet-
sweet-sweet.

I love you so much

Mommy