" Magic "
Aug. 16 1989 ----- Nov. 23 1998
Cock-a-poo
Magic was my best friend through my rough teenage years
when no-one else seemed to care. She would listen to me
and comfort me when tears came. My baby knew when life was
hard for me and would come and just be with me.
She died unexpectedly. She received her shots and got a disease
that the shots were supposed to protect her from-not kill her.
I have never experienced something so hard as having to make
the decision to put her to sleep. Nobody knows how
hard that is until they have to go through it themselves.
Magic was the most friendly carefree puppy.
She loved to go for walks and give hugs.
She will be forever missed.
Not a day goes by that I do not think of her still.
I still talk to her when times get tough.
She is buried in my parents garden. I still have not
had the courage enough to go out there.
I feel that if I do I am letting her go. I do not want to let her go.
People do not understand what a pet owner goes
through when a pet is lost. Magic was a member of our family.
It just was not her time to go. Our other dog is 13 years old
and everyone thought she would be first to go.
She has gone into a depression and I do not think it will be
long before she joins Magic. I still see Magic every once in awhile.
She is a shadow in the window when I pull up.
I still have to force myself not to call for her when coming home.
Going for walks without her is just not the same.
Sitting here at the computer is even hard. She used to come
and lay at my feet and keep them warm.
No longer do I have someone to be there when I feel like
the rest of the world has gone away.
The day we got her I sat out in the back yard with her
for hours knowing that she was my best friend for life.
I know she is no longer in pain and I hope she knows
we did it for her. If we would have had it our way we would
have pushed her more but we knew it was useless
and she was in pain. I will always love her and will see her
someday in the future when I join her in Heaven-because
Heaven would not be paradise without her.
I LOVE YOU MY MAGIC DOG!!!
Michele
| Magic |
| Michele |