My all, my family, my bestest friend, my daughter, my sister, my everything has passed away 5 days ago. She was my everything. She was someone who means everything to me. She died on my lap because of pyometra and breast cancer after being sick 40 days and only screaming and crying 4 hours of it. She gently smiled and looked at me and heard me saying that I love her so much. No matter who says about dogs belong to heaven or not, in my sight God is enough big and beautiful to care about his creatures and give them again to each other in eternal life so I am waiting my turn to embrace her for good.
I know she is here with me and hates to see me cry but I promise her that I will take care of all the dogs in the world, on the street since there are so many dogs and cats needy in Turkey out on the streets but I can’t be unfair neither to PITIR nor to the new puppy to have one again to my home but I will take care of all the animals as much as I can in the soul of PITIR, my all, who passed away 5 days ago ( according to world clock only not to the eternal life ) at the age of almost 17 (birthday is 1994-11-01 – ).. She always smiles when I talk to her. When I show my tongue to her she shows back to me always. She never leaves me alone when I read something she hops on my lap and puts her head onto the book for me to play with her and caress her. She comes to bed and barks to me to get her under the blanket so we can cuddle till the morning. She licks my tears when I cry for something. She plays with me and runs away to play hideandseek with me. When it’s my turn to play hideandseek I scare her and she comes to my lap cos she is afraid. She waits for me on the window and when she sees me she turns her head left and right then she runs to door so fast that sometimes she hits the door so I can come in and hug her.
She listens to all my problems and looks at me to get the right solutions through her beautiful olive colored-shaped eyes. When I bite her bump gently she runs away then she comes back by shaking her tale to play again. When I am out and feel thirsty I always come back home and find her finished her water and waiting for water. When she snores on my lap and I can’t sleep of the sound she makes I wake her up and she madly looks at me
then immediately falls asleep.
When I take her out to walk instead of playing with the dogs she wants to play with the owners and with those and many many more reasons I believe she has a better soul than most of the bad people called ‘humanbeing’ in our world.. When she was young she had apricot brownish and curly hair as a toy poodle and by the time she gets old she has champagne color. Her favorite foods are Chicken curry, Sarma ( traditional Turkish food made with grapevine leaf filled with rice and minced meat) and Eggplants with meat and garlic. Her favourite toy is her dog toy that she carries by her mouth everywhere she goes. She is only little lighter than her. Now I carry her wearing her dress which her smell is there still. Dislikes to be touched on the nose and paws and kids and Likes most Life and to live and be with me and all people who loves and caresses her..
You were there when Noone was so I am waiting for my turn to be with you forever..
| PITIR |
| 4, Oct 2010 |
| Gizem |