My Dearest Rinky,
Not much can be said that hasn’t been said. It took me a week to remove your bowls & I am still crying seeing your pictures, (I guess I shouldnt have took 900 pictures & used 6 tapes on camcorder lol). You were my first basset hound & a big boy, 80 lbs at 18 months is big . I don’t enjoy spagetti since you’re not here for your plate. I don’t know what to do right here. You came into my life after 9-11 & you were my therapy dog. I couldn’t have lived through losing family in the towers & the anthrax scare by our house, with everything I had I got the house in pa & you got a yard.
Eric didn’t mean to be nasty to you. He was just raised as “a cat person”. Rooroo misses you in his own way (you know Eric would talk to that cat about you). I miss your soft ears on my face when I sleep. I miss you trying to get in the tub with me & I miss everything, even picking up your poop cause were to excited in yard to go to bathroom. I just love you & miss you so much.
Eric is getting me a golden retriever today & although I need a dog, its not you & im scared to love it. I know you wouldn’t want me to feel this way but losing you hurt more then anyone will know, it bought back all my fears & memories from 9-11, it caused my nightmares to return & it’s just been to much to bear without you. Anyway to cut this short, I love you & you will always be my endless love.
All my love today, tomorrow, next year, forever,
| Rinky Rink |
| 6, Apr 2003 |
| Eric & Maria |