A LETTER TO MY BEST FRIEND
I sit and try to write the words,
I want your heart to hear.
I Hope to find some comfort,
but its hard since your not here.
I do believe with all my heart,
that your soul has gone to be,
where theres no insulin,
or scary seizures and you can hear and see.
me and mama have to stay behind,
until God calls us too,
But don’t be afraid my Lil man
I will see you soon.
The water is still in the bowl you drank, and your babies are here which no one will take, in your bed lies Alfie and our “b”, an empty spot on mommy’s bed remains
where you should be.
One day my eyes will shut one last time,
and you will come greet me, fat boy of mine.
Until then, I’ll keep trying to see
through my tears,
with memories you gave us,
to reflect through the years.
I’ll never forget one minute we spent,
of loving and laughing, of places we went.
I’m scared baby boy the day that
your scent disappears,
it’s my “proof” to me, Rockie,
that you were just here!
But one day will come,
when we’ll start to see through,
the pain of the goodbye, and remember just “you”.
Now you go and play, and look down when you can,
remembering I love you, so much my lil man.
I miss you so much mah lil sunshine bear.
| Rockie |
| 3, Mar 2008 |
| Stacey Novello |