It has been one month since you passed. I have the candles lit through the house tonight with flowers at each place that are your memory spots for me. Our life together was the best. You were here for me 24-7, as I was for you. The reality is still setting in that I will never be able to hold you again. I still cry myself to sleep and when I wake up and through the day.
Today I cleaned your litter box out and can’t wash the walls yet where you rubbed and left your marks. As the cooler weather is settling in, I will miss you being inside laying in front of the gas fireplace,and woodstove,when we used to sit out back. You were my best friend. You were the best darn cat.
Everyone loved you. I loved you so much! All the pictures I look at now, especially the ones of you curled up, asleep, on your perch,that looks out the window to the back yard are forever in my heart.
I look at how blessed our lives were to have each other for this short time. Your life was taken too soon. At the hands of a dark soul. I will NEVER forget you, my boy cat. All the memories are locked in my head. All the times we had through the seasons. The warm spring, summer days we had outside. You with me while I worked in the yard. The times we sat in the yard. And your endless little menagerie of animals I saved and couldn’t.
The Circle of Life. The enjoyment and love our pets gave us. Life goes on. I bought myself a card that says “You can do it……You have everything you need right inside you.” We will wait that long time for each other, my friend! There will never be another you! You were my special kitty!
Everlasting True Love to My Boy Cat,
| Rudy |
| 5, Oct 2004 |
| Lummy |