Sheila by Jeff Burns / Your significant other

To the Best Cat In The World!

Sheila, I am so sorry for taking you to get put to sleep! I know you were probably so tired of throwing up & having diarrhea since you didn’t like your medicine & refused to take it, the doctor said there wasn’t much else I could do. But I am still so sorry for ending your life! You were the best cat in the world & I had 16 great years with you!! I could tell by the look in your eyes & your body language that you were just as happy with me too. I am so proud of this fact!! I wish you were human sometimes & could have gone with me everywhere.

We really made a great team!! I miss you so much & love you even more! It’s so hard to deal with being at home alone without you now. I look at your pictures constantly & am glad I have two videos of you. But I wish I had more! I hope you were not in any pain during the last few minutes. I am so glad I got to be there with you & I hope you weren’t afraid. I know you growled as your last sound as I held you, but I think that just shows how feisty you were!

I sure hope you don’t miss me too much & I hope you understand why I did what I did. I feel it was all I could do! I know it’s so sad & I wish you weren’t the one to have to be put to sleep but you were sick babe. I was hoping for another 1-5 years with you even though you were 16. Yes, I was tired of the litter box for sure & cat hair everywhere but you were worth everything & meant everything to me. I wish you were here & healthy!!! I don’t know how I’m going to go on but I must. You are in my heart & I’ll take you where-ever I go. Please talk to me from within as I miss you terribly.
I hope you’re Ok.

I love you & wish I could hold you again!!!! I miss petting you too & playing with you! You were my Sweet Tabu!!

 

With All My Love,
Sheila
8, Aug 2010
Jeff Burns