Shiva

My best friend,my roommate,my daughter and beloved…my precious Shiva’m…

You came unexpectedly to mylife and also gone unexpectedly…You brought joy,companion,compassion and love more than I could ever imagine for 3 years…it was love at firstsight when I saw your adoption picture and our love for each other grew bigger and bigger everyday…The way you snuggled me on lonely nights while I  felt left alone,the way you licked my tears when I was upset , the way you gave me kisses when I was sick,the way you welcomed me home everyday ,the cheerful mornings, the braveness on our daily vet visits during your illness , baring so much pain and also calming me down while I was crying on your bed in your last days…I could never expected that little creature can have such a big heart….you amazed me in so many ways….we felt each other with our special bond and witnessed so many magical moments before and during your illness…I did my best to keep you alive and happy in your last 33 days but  if I did something that made you feel worse please forgive me…It was always hard for both of us to be away from each other and I know you also did your best to be here with me…Words are not enough to express my anger and sadness but I wanna believe you are waiting for me under ”the rainbow bridge” until we meet again….You were  my only beloved cat and you will always be…hang in  there my little sunshine…I will come to pick you up when it’s time…hoping you  visit me in my dreams meanwhile…. hugging and kissing you million times…

Mommy loves you so much…