VIVIAN WAS THE MOST GENTLE
KIND AND SWEETEST GIRL.
SHE ALWAYS WAS DOING SOMETHING THAT MADE US LAUGH LIKE HIDING HER BONIES OR DOING THAT FUNNY PUSH IT PULL IT THING. SHE ALSO USED TO DO A HIPPITY HOPPITY DANCE TOO. IN THE SUMMER TIME SHE WOULD GO SWIMMING IN HER POOLIE AND GO UNDER WATER AND BLOW BUBBLES FROM HER NOSE. SHE ALWAYS GREETED YOU WITH HER TAIL BANGING ON THE FLOOR. VIVIAN ALWAYS KNEW WHEN SOMETHING MADE YOU UPSET BECAUSE SHE WAS RIGHT THERE WITH KISSES FOR YOU.
VIVIAN WAS GIVEN QUITE A NUMBER OF CHALLENGES IN HER LIFE. SHE HAD HER UTERUS RUPTURE WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG KIDNEY STONES AND AN IMMUNE SYSTEM DISORDER MOST OF HER LIFE AND NEEDED SPECIAL FOOD. SHE OVER CAME ALL THOSE TRAUMATIC EVENTS IN HER LIFE. SHE WAS THEN ONE DAY NOT FEELING LIKE HERSELF AND HER MAMMA FOUND A LUMP ON HER. SHE WAS VERY WEAK AND JUST WASN’T UP TO DOING MUCH. ALL OF US WHO LOVED HER WHERE THERE FOR HER GIVING HER MEDICINE AND FEEDING HER AND JUST BEING THERE WITH HER. THE VET NEVER TOLD US WHAT WAS WRONG WITH VIVIAN. BUT I AM SURE ALL OF US KNEW WHAT IT WAS BUT WE NEVER SAID IT TO EACH OTHER. CANCER THE DISEASE THAT JUST TAKES YOU AS FAST AS YOU COULD IMAGINE.
VIVIAN OUR SPOILED ROTTEN CRAZY GIRL HAD BEEN INFECTED WITH CANCER. WHY? WHY DID IT HAVE TO HAPPEN TO OUR GIRL? SHE HAD BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH IN HER LIFE ALREADY. SHE HAD SCARED US TOO MANY TIMES ALREADY TOO. SHE PUSHED SO HARD. SHE TRIED TO DO EVERYTHING AS SHE ALWAYS DID BUT SHE WAS JUST SO WEAK.
ALL OF US KNEW WHAT WAS HAPPENING BUT WE JUST DIDN’T WANT TO ADMIT IT. WE ALL KNEW THAT AS EVERYDAY THAT HAD PASSED VIVIAN WAS JUST IN MORE AND MORE PAIN. WE COULDN’T STAND TO SEE HER HURT LIKE THAT. SHE NEVER HURT ANY OF US SO WHY SHOULD WE LET HER HURT LIKE THAT. SHE DIDN’T DESERVE IT. SHE WAS GREAT AND SHE WAS CRAZY AND SHE WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD.
ON THE DAY VIVIAN WENT TO PLAY WITH THE ANGELS SHE WAS BARKING EATING AND JUST BEING THE DOG THAT SHE ALWAYS WAS. WHICH MADE IT EVEN HARDER TO LET HER GO. IT DOESN’T SEEM LIKE THIS IS EVER GONNA GET BETTER FOR ANY OF US. ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING JUST REMINDS US ALL OF HER. I DIDN’T THINK THAT A PERSON COULD CRY FOR SO LONG AND NOT RUN OUT OF TEARS.
IT HURTS MORE THAN I HAD EVER EXPECTED BUT AS LONG AS VIVIAN ISN’T HURTING THAT’S ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS I GUESS.
TO OUR MOST PRECIOUS ANGEL
“VIVIAN”
MY GOD HOW WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH. WE HOPE YOU FEEL MUCH BETTER PLAYING IN HEAVEN. I AM SURE THAT YOU KNOW HOW WE WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN OUR HEARTS. YOU GAVE US THE BEST MEMORIES ANYONE COULD WISH FOR. DON’T WORRY IF YOU SEE US CRYING OVER YOU JUST GIVE US ANGEL KISSIES. THIS IS VERY HARD TO DEAL WITH AND NONE OF US KNOW WHERE TO START.
WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!
PLEASE KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL NEVER BE FOGOTTEN EVER!! YOUR MAMMA HAS YOUR MONKEY AND IS GONNA KEEP IT FOREVER. YOU ARE OUR GUARDIAN ANGEL NOW.
WE LOVE YOU VIVIAN.
KISSIE KISSIE KISSIE KISSIES.
YOU CRAZZY GIRL!!!
MAMMA DIANNA AND ANGIE.
XOXOXO
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| Vivian |
| 23, Dec 2001 |
| Mamma Dianna & Angie |