by Theresa / Mummy xxx

It has taken me 32 years to talk about you…
My decision that day was the biggest mistake and most regretful that l have ever made in my life!!!

It was not me, my Daish, I was mentally ill and I have paid so painfully for what I did but I know it will never bring you back and I know I deserve the 32 years of suffering that I have endured on a daily basis because my decision was soooo wrong!!!

Please forgive me my baby, my first born, my first love as I can never and will never forgive myself for as long as I live!!!
All I ask is please wait for me at the rainbow bridge when I too take my last breath,then we can both cross it together and be as
one again for eternity…

WITH ALL MY LOVE AND SORROW AND PAIN…
I LOVE YOU MY DAISHA…
AND ALWAYS WILL TILL THE DAY I DIE…
FORGIVE ME BUT PLEASE WAIT FOR ME!!!
Your Everloving Mummy…

Theresa xxxxxxxxxx

 

Forever in my heart xxx
Theresa