Fifi by Dee / Fifi, I love you and will never forget you, Mommy

My sweet Fifi,

I miss you so much. I can still remember the first time I held you in my arms (really my hands) when you were a puppy. You had the most soulful eyes of any dog I ever knew. You looked at me like you knew who I was and your heart went right into my heart. I knew from that moment we’d never part.
But we did.

I am so sorry that you are not here. I miss you so much, the house is so quiet without. You added so much to my life, your presence, your love. You could be a “pain in the butt” sometimes, but I even loved your mischievousness. I am so sorry all the times I wasn’t always a good parent. Sometimes I worked too long or too much. I regret that now. I wish I had spent more time with you. I needed your love and you attention more
than I ever knew.
You were my sweet little baby.

You looked after me when I was sick and when you thought I slept too long. You were like my mother sometimes – how could a dog be like my mother but you were. I wish you were here now so I could pet you again. I wish you had never left me but I know you were sick. You could hardly breath anymore because of your congestive heart failure. I will never forget you my sweet girl, my love, my heart. You made me love again, when I really didn’t want to. You loved me and kept on loving me until I loved you back.

I owe you so much. How will I ever get over you.
I am just grief stricken over the loss of your love. My heart is broken into a million pieces. I will never love anyone or any other dog as much as you. I wish you could come back to me. Hopefully we will see one again, in heaven. Rest in peace my sweet sweet darling.