Fred,
I am so sorry that your life ended so suddenly.
I pray that you are safe and without pain. And that you are not lonely without us. I can still smell you on my hands. I wanted to tell you that you did not do anything wrong and this was not a punishment. You were the best friend that I needed and were always there for me. I hope that you knew how much I did not want to let you go, but did it for you so you would not suffer. I am so sorry. I will never forget you!