To my Tiger,
I’m so sorry I couldn’t be there for you at your final moments, especially to say goodbye.
If only I knew that I would never see or hold you again, I would of never left home.
I was counting down the days till I came home for the holidays.
I couldn’t wait to see you, rub your belly and scratch behind your ears, and sing to you the song I always sang to you.
Yesterday, mom and dad gave me the bad news. I didn’t know you were hurting that bad.
I thought you’d be ok when I left.
I only wish there was more I could of done.
But I know you’re in a better place now, free from any pain.
I remember the day dad brought you home.
You were so tiny, yet you managed to chase me around the house.
I’ll never forget all of the little things that made you,you.
The way you used to walk around the edge of your litter box, when you would “request” ice cubes in your water,
the way you would meow for attention, and how everyday at dinner you would be there on the kitchen chair or bench, waiting patiently for your share.
You were more than a pet to me.
You were my friend, my pillow, my study partner, and my teddy bear.
You were always there for me, in good times and bad.
When I was sad, you somehow always knew and would do your best to comfort me.
I’m glad we got to spend 18 years together.
You brought so much happiness and laughter to the family.
It’s not going to be the same without you here. It’s going to be hard knowing your gone.
You will truly be missed.
I remember the last time I saw you.
I kissed you on the nose, told you that I loved you and that no matter how far away I would be, you would always be in my heart.
I will keep that promise forever.
I long for the day till we meet again.
Till then, I want to wish you lots of luck and love on your final “big adventure”.
I hope heaven has decent caramel corn.
Goodbye for now buddy,
| Tiger |
| 3, Nov 2004 |
| Marie Trgovich |