My sweet Fifi,
I miss you so much. I can still remember the first time I held you in my arms (really my hands) when you were a puppy. You had the most soulful eyes of any dog I ever knew. You looked at me like you knew who I was and your heart went right into my heart. I knew from that moment we’d never part.
But we did.
I am so sorry that you are not here. I miss you so much, the house is so quiet without. You added so much to my life, your presence, your love. You could be a “pain in the butt” sometimes, but I even loved your mischievousness. I am so sorry all the times I wasn’t always a good parent. Sometimes I worked too long or too much. I regret that now. I wish I had spent more time with you. I needed your love and you attention more
than I ever knew.
You were my sweet little baby.
You looked after me when I was sick and when you thought I slept too long. You were like my mother sometimes – how could a dog be like my mother but you were. I wish you were here now so I could pet you again. I wish you had never left me but I know you were sick. You could hardly breath anymore because of your congestive heart failure. I will never forget you my sweet girl, my love, my heart. You made me love again, when I really didn’t want to. You loved me and kept on loving me until I loved you back.
I owe you so much. How will I ever get over you.
I am just grief stricken over the loss of your love. My heart is broken into a million pieces. I will never love anyone or any other dog as much as you. I wish you could come back to me. Hopefully we will see one again, in heaven. Rest in peace my sweet sweet darling.
Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
| Fifi |
| 13, Apr 2010 |
| Dee |