Dear Garret,
I still continue to believe even now as I am approaching the age 13 that your death was my fault. Maybe just Maybe if I had not let you out that day like we always did you would not have died. I let you out; you ran away. We got you back in a few days but after you ran away you got cancer. I believe that maybe you would not have gotten cancer if I had not let you outside that day.
Please forgive me Garret. I am so very sorry. I wish I could change the past but I can’t. I am very sorry.
Please forgive me.
I am still waiting for you. I am still waiting to hug you. I am still waiting to kiss you. I still love you. I still want you, and I will always wait for you and I will always be here for you. I love you very much. Please forgive me. You will be in my heart forever. I love you!
Please forgive me and know I will always love you and I did not mean to give you such great suffering and death! 🙁
I LOVE YOU GARRET AND I STILL CRY FOR YOU!
Mommie Samantha
I hope you will forgive me and still love me!
| Garret |
| 2004 |
| Samantha |