Simyn by Anna / Anna

Simyn, my heart is broken and the ache threatens to split me in two. I am lost without you, Simyn, dearest heart. How can two souls so intertwined be separated? This cannot be my life without you by my side. The only relief I can find is by listening to these two:

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“To Where You Are” by Josh Groban

Who can say for certain; Maybe you’re still here

I feel you all around me; Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness; I can hear you speak

You’re still an inspiration;

Can it be; That you are mine; Forever love

And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are; Beyond the distant star

I wish upon tonight; To see you smile

If only for awhile to know you’re there

A breath away’s not far; To where you are

Are you gently sleeping; Here inside my dream

And isn’t faith believing; All power can’t be seen.

As my heart holds you; Just one beat away

I cherish all you gave me everyday

‘Cause you are mine; Forever love

Watching me from up above.

And I believe; That angels breathe

And that love will live on and never leave

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“I carry your heart with me” by e.e. cummings

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in

my heart) I am never without it (anywhere

I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done

by only me is your doing, my darling)

I fear

No fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want

no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)

And it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you.

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows.

Higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)

And this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)

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Visit me often my darling. And come back to me as soon as you can. I will always love you and never forget. You have changed me forever. Be with me always.

 

Always yours,
Simyn
4, May 2007
Anna