Momma first saw you in a pet store when she was in college, and you were so little and all alone. She held you in her hand, and you cwied…cwied. She has just gotten your older brother Kitters who was a Siamese boy and was not sure if you would get along. She couldn’t stop thinking about you, so she went back to the pet store, but someone had put a deposit down on you, and momma was sad. But, momma went back again,and those other people never came and got you, so momma was able to bring you home. You and Kitters were best buddies from the start. You stayed best buddies up until the day you went to Heaven.
You loved momma so much, and she loved you. You went through hard times with momma and were always loyal and faithful. As time went on, momma got divorced and then, a few years later remarried. You saw that momma was getting older and never had a baby in her tummy, so you decided that you would be momma’s baby. You loved to lay in momma’s lap and would cry when momma would get up. You would see momma cry, and say momma it’s ok, I will be your baby. I love you momma.
Then, in November of 2013, momma noticed that something was going on. She took me to the vet, and I heard the vet tell momma that I had cancer in my mouth. I was so sad; I didn’t want to leave momma. I saw my momma cry. I have never seen momma so sad. I knew I didn’t have long to stay. I stayed on momma’s lap for as much as I could when she was home. She tried so hard to give me herbs to make me better. She even fed me with a syringe. I got to spend one more Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year’s with momma. But, soon after New Year’s I started to get sicker. Momma knew and was really sad.
One night, she came to feed me with a syringe and noticed I could no longer even swallow even though I was really hungry. Momma held me and sobbed on the chair. It would be our last night together. Momma slept on the floor with me that night. I put my paws on her arm and stayed there all night long. In the morning, the vet came, and momma held me as I drifted off to sleep and went to Heaven. As I was leaving, I saw momma crying so hard. I wanted her to be able to see that I was ok, but she couldn’t see me, so I left a sunburst with a heart on the wall as I left hoping it would make her stop crying.
PJ, momma loves you so much and misses you every day. I can’t wait to be in Heaven with you and see you again.
Love,
| PJ |
| Charity |