Dear Hannah and Margaret,
My true best girl friends my life knows not the joy and
happiness that was ours when you were still alive.
I knew it would turn out like this. That is why I was so afraid to let you go.
My tears fall so many nights that sometimes I wonder if you
are not happy at me. You would rather me to feel happy than sad I know.
I will try to remember to be happy with our memories.
It is hard to accept my life without you and yet God made
it this way. You were my breath and gave me purpose.
I am sorry I depended on you for so much or am I?
It was so easy loving you – both.
My heart is not home anymore as it was when you were with me.
I want to still live but I am afraid that I am grieving too much but
I can’t seem to help myself. You both were so gay!
I should try to practice this still remembering your inspiration.
I honor you both……………my best girlfriends and closest companions
I knew and know.
I just want to keep on loving you and caring for you.
How does this loving stop?
It’s been 2 years from your departure Margaret and 9 months
for you Hannah. How are you?????? Will we meet again?
God I hope so.
I love you I love You and would choose to keep you forever but
Allah knows best.
I must give you back.
Peace my loves……….Peace.
Roberta