Milika you were only a baby.
You went down hill so fast. On the Monday I took you to the vet
the only thing wrong was you weren’t eating that much and
you had a high temperature.
I thought you’d get better. By Wednesday you had your first
epileptic seizure I still thought you’d be all right.
You had 16 more that night.
You went back to the vets every day but Saturday night you
had a seizure so bad that we rushed you to the vets who gave you
a sedative and allowed you to come home with me.
I stayed awake all night with you holding you and talking to you.
Early that morning I made the hardest decision of my life and took
you back to be put to sleep.
I stayed with you as you left me I don’t know if it was the
right choice to make did I give up on you to soon,I’ll never know.
I’m so sorry my little man,I hope you forgive me and understand
why I did it hopefully one day I’ll be able to forgive myself.
I’ll love you always and one day we will be together again.
Goodnight and good-bye!
My little angel,
love you always
Shellie