Hi again my sweet Koa, Eight months have passed since you left this earth for hopefully a better place and I have missed you each and every day. I can’t even begin to describe my sadness over losing you at such a young age. I will never ever forget this experience. It has left a scar on my heart forever. You have left me with a broken heart that I hope time can heal someday. I am sorry if there is anything I could have done to save you because I would have done it without a second thought. I loved you so but know now I took you for granted. This I have learned and hope will remember this lesson. I don’t know why you had to go and I don’t know if I ever will. All I know is that I wish you were here. Life would be much happier. I try to get through the days and make them count for Keola and Kanoa since they were a gift from God that you made possible with your love. I will cherish your memory forever. I am just not ready to have you be a memory.
I love you today, tomorrow and always,
| Khani Adams-Young |