Hi Sweet Koa, Today we are celebrating Christmas and it is a day I have dreaded for the past eight months that you have been gone. I knew it would be a difficult day and it was. Keola and Kanoa help a lot to help the pain not feel so overwhelming because they keep me so busy. They are so cute and you would have had so much fun with them if you were here. I took your ashes with me to our Christmas dinner so you wouldn’t be alone. Grandma burned a candle for you and the others too. I miss you so much but at lease today is over. Now I have New Years and your 1st anniversary to get by and then who knows. I see your face in my mind each and every day and miss you so much it hurts. All of your friends are at Aunti Trudy’s house tonight and I so wish you were there too. Maybe you are in spirit. If you are, please have fun and tell her hello.
I love you today, tomorrow and always,
| khani adams-young |