Hi Sillee, My boy… How are you? Are you adjusting to ‘life on the other side?’Have you met some new friends? Are you enjoying the food there? You can eat what ever you want now, salmon, chicken… all your favorite foods.. and fresh cream too…
It’s only been three days since I last fed you, saw your lovely face and heard your angelic voice…But, it seems like an eternity and with each passing day… I hope to find you waiting for me by the Kitchen door..crying for your food…You are always on my mind….But, I know you won’t be coming back anymore…
You have crossed over the rainbow bridge..
It’s night time now here in Leyton…10:50pm..I miss you the most at night when I expect you to be at home sleeping in your box..Lupee jumped into your box today, I think she misses you and your bullying and she is wondering why are you not here ? How you used to hide on the stairs watching me feed Lupee in the kitchen and thinking that I was giving her more tasty food than your food…I had no choice my boy, you had liver and kidney problems thus, I could only give you the food recommended by the vet….however, I did mix in some lovely tasting chicken breasts and boy,did you enjoy eating that! It was a pleasure to watch you eat and licking your mouth afterwards…
But, I never expected you to go so soon, so suddenly… You left through the front door on the 5th May…around 8pm and you never returned…The next time you came back home, you were gone…
I am comforted by the fact that it was Henry ‘your daddy’ who found you and took your body back home… and it was him who had the honor of burying you…I think you had wanted Henry to hold you for one last time before he returns to the states….I will never forget the shock of hearing the news of your tragic death.. or will I forget stroking your cold and lifeless body , your handsome face for the last time…’ I truly miss you, my boy and wish that I can have you back!’
I bet it’s always sunny and warm where you are… I miss you my boy! I really miss you and how I wish God can let me see you one more time, hold you one more time and tell you how much I will always love you…
Mum misses you a lot…she misses cleaning your dirty paw prints you always leave behind when you jump onto the bathroom sink..In your memory she planted a fushia bush on the top of your grave…Henry, WY, Sophie and Stephanie have all returned to LA now..and little Sophie asked about you yesterday morning, she wanted to say good-bye to you…I guess she will never know that I too was denied the chance of saying good bye to you ….I told her you had gone to a beautiful place where it is always sunny and that you were chasing rabbits and that you were having fun. I told her I will pass on her message to you…
The house is quiet and lonesome without you… out of me, mum and Lupee, you were the noisest and the most active one… always wanting to be let out at least 10 times a day! And when you wanted attention, you would jump straight onto my desk and sit on the key board of my computer or sit right on top of the book I was reading…If you needed your cuddles, you would cry and jump until you got your way..no matter what you got your way! I miss you, my boy..in every way..What more can I say …?
Where are you my boy…? Can you let me see you one more time… or even let me see your spirit or what ever form you want to be, can you just come back to see me one more time?
People say pets in spirit can return to their previous earth homes once they pass over…Please come home Sillee.. come home! I long to see you! If only I could just hold you once again in my arms, kiss you one more time and tell you that I will always love you ! If only I could, my boy, if only I could…..just say: Good bye…for one last time.. If only I could…
Wishing you were somehow here again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seem if I just dream
Somehow you would be here
Wishing I could hear your voice again
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you won’t help me to do
All that you dreamed I could
Are you with Gau-Jai? Lucky? Lion? Fo Fo and Flower?
I miss you, Sillee my little boy with the voice of an angel… Do you know mummy miss you? Do you know? I love you my boy..please take my love with you….
Bye for now, I miss you... I will always lov
e you, my boy, my Sillee...
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