ALEX I HAVE NEVER FELT SO MUCH PAIN IT HAPPENED SO FAST I AM 20 AND YOU WERE WITH ME MORE THAN HALF OF MY LIFE. I DID EVERYTHING WITH YOU IT SO HARD WITHOUT YOU. I DON’T HEAR YOUR BARK WHEN I WALK IN THE DOOR; I DON’T HEAR YOUR FOOTSTEPS LIKE WHEN YOU USE TO WALK ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR. EVERYTHING IS SO DIFFERENT.
YOU ALWAYS SLEPT WITH ME AND EVERY NIGHT. BEFORE BED I WOULD MAKE SURE YOU WERE ON THE BED SINCE YOU WERE ONLY 5 POUNDS YOU WERE TO LITTLE TO JUMP UP AND I WOULD ALWAYS GRAB A HAND FULL OF DOG FOOD AND PUT IT RIGHT BESIDE YOU. IT SO DIFFERENT SLEEPING WITHOUT YOU SINCE YOU HAVE LEFT. MY WORLD HAS STOPPED. IT IS SO MUCH QUIETER. YOU WERE NOT A DOG TO ME YOU WERE MY FAMILY. WHEN I FELT ALONE YOU WERE THERE YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND, MY LOVE, MY SON.
I THANK GOD YOU DIED ON MY LAPS. IT WAS THE HARDEST THING FOR ME BUT THE MOST REWARDING I WAS THERE. IT HURTS SO BAD.
I COULDN’T DO ANYTHING BUT I WAS THERE ALEX. EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF YOU, MY LIFE WOULD NOT BE THE SAME. IF YOU WERE NEVER IN IT I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU. I PRAY I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN, ALEX. YOU BROUGHT JOY TO MY LIFE. I LEARNED ALOT FROM YOU, ALEX. YOU WERE SO BRAVE AND YOU ENJOYED THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE IT DIDN’T TAKE MUCH TO MAKE YOU HAPPY.