I don’t know how it’s possible to say goodbye.. I don’t think it is. I feel my heart breaking without you. You were there for me my whole life, I can’t remember a childhood memory without you. I keep looking for you, thinking I’ve seen you – hoping that it was all one big nightmare but its not. You’re no longer here, I can’t huge you or kiss you. Every time I walk down the corridor on late nights or early mornings I walk on the side, so I don’t step on you and wake you up until it dawns on me that you aren’t there, and never will be.
This is painful Millie, our almost 12 years together weren’t enough… why did you have to die?