BENJI by VERONICA / MUM

MY BEAUTIFUL BENJI,

MY BENJIWOO
WHY OH WHY HAVE YOU BEEN TAKEN FROM ME
AND SO CRUELLY.
WE WERE BEST FRIENDS. WE TALKED TO EACH OTHER. YOU KNEW WHEN I WAS HAVING A BAD DAY WITH MS, BUT YOU MADE IT A GOOD DAY.
YOU WOULD SLEEP ON MY BED AND WAKE ME WITH YOUR LITTLE PINK NOSE ON MINE.
OH, MY BENJI IF ONLY YOU KNEW HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME AND WHAT THIS HAS DONE TO ME.
YOU WERE SUCH A GOOD BOY YOU NEVER WENT ON ANY ROADS. YOU KEPT AROUND YOUR HOME I COULD ALWAYS SEE YOU. YOUR FAVORITE BUSH AT THE BOTTOM OF GARDEN HAS STILL GOT YOUR IMPRINT ON IT WHERE YOU LAID. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BENJI THE FUN WE HAD. WE WOULD PLAY HIDE AND SEEK. I STILL HAVE YOUR LITTLE RED BALL YOU CARRIED AROUND. YOU WOULD HIDE IN SHOES OR IT WOULD BE UNDER THE SETTEE OR CHAIRS AND WE WOULD GET TWEETY’S STICK TO GET IT.
YOU WOULD BE SITTING IN WINDOW WAITING FOR ME COMING WITH THE SHOPPING AND YOU WOULD GO IN THE BAGS TO FIND YOUR FOOD AND YOU WOULD PULL IT OUT.
I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE AND I CRY AND CRY. YOU SAT NEAR TO ME NOW.
OH BENJI WHY OH WHY. THERE AN EMPTINESS THAT WILL NEVER BE FILLED. I LONG TO BE WITH YOU TO CUDDLE YOU. I BET YOU’RE LOOKING ALL OVER FOR ME WONDERING WERE I AM KEEP LOOKING OVER THE RAINBOW BRIDGE MY DARLING.

THAT HORRIBLE MAN WHAT TOOK YOU AWAY REVERSED ON THE PAVEMENT VERY FAST AND TOOK YOU MAY HAVE GOT AWAY WITH IT BY THE POLICE, BUT HE WILL NOT GET AWAY WITH IT BY ME.
I LOVE YOU MY DARLING.
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU MEAN TO ME.
I SIT BY YOUR GRAVE IN THE GARDEN MOST OF THE DAY
GOODNIGHT GOD BLESS.
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HUGS AND KISSES,
BENJI
13, July 2004
VERONICA