MY DEAREST SASSY,
IT HAS BEEN 5 YEARS SINCE GOD CALLED YOU HOME..AND THE PAIN OF YOUR LOSS IS STILL FRESH IN MY HEART…I DID EVERYTHING HUMANLY POSSIBLE TO KEEP YOU HERE WITH ME, BUT I KNEW IN MY HEART IT WAS SELFISH AND FUTILE TO MAKE YOU SUFFER ANYMORE. I KNEW THE DAY YOU WENT IN FOR SURGERY THAT THE CANCER HAD WON, BUT I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME FOR TRYING SO HARD…I FEEL I OWED YOU AT LEAST THAT..CAUSE YOU GAVE ME SO MUCH THAT WORDS JUST CAN’T EXPLAIN THE LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR YOU..YOU HAD SUCH AN IMPACT ON MY LIFE ..I MISS YOU STILL AND ALWAYS WILL…WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN I’VE SEEN TO THAT..THE INSTRUCTIONS HAVE BEEN GIVEN FOR MY ASHES TO BE PUT WITH YOU AT YOUR SPECIAL PLACE..I LOOK OUT THE WINDOW JUST UP THE HILL A BIT AND CAN SOMETIMES SEE YOU PLAYING LIKE YOU USED TO DO SO MUCH…YOUR BABIES ARE GETTING OLD NOW AND I LOOK ANY DAY FOR THEM TO JOIN YOU THERE AT THAT SPECIAL PLACE WHERE NOTHING CAN HARM YOU OR HURT YOU ANYMORE MY SWEET BOXER BABY…MISSING YOU ALWAYS….
ALWAYS IN MY HEART,
| BEA GOODMAN |