Oh my boy… My Tyson! My Angel.. since today, it’s been 10 long months since you left us. The pain is there as if it only happened yesterday and I still remember it all clearly. It hurts so much to think about it.. everything I do reminds me of you and all the moments we shared for the short 5 years you were with us. So many memories.. I can go on and on, from the first day you came home to us and brought light into our lives till your last day.. I remember it all.
Like I always say, you’re the only one who can make me laugh, cry, and smile at the same time. I miss your joyful spirit so much boy.. It’s what kept us all together. You brought love into our home & lives everyday from the moment we woke up in the morning and you busted through the doors & into our rooms to see if we were awake, til you came back from outside & it was time for bed every night. My heart aches… so much each day. A day more that I’m farther from you. It’s hard to not break down when I talk about you to everyone Tyson. The littlest words mean the most. It’s almost going to be a year now. I’m just glad you’re no longer in pain and you’re wonderful spirit is free my Tyson. I hope you understand we did all we could for you… especially me. I really had so much hope & faith in you, that I never saw it coming until I heard dad crying & looked into your eyes. You knew it was time. That’s what hurt the most.. to see you give up even though you didn’t want to. That’s when I realized how much every second I spent at your side meant. Till the end I stood by your side even when you tried to bite me- lol. Thanks I’ll never forget that. I was only petting your paw boy =]We all knew what was coming ahead so I spoke my last soft words and you wiggled your tail and looked at me.. it made me smile for the moment even though a part of me was dying inside. Still I stood by. Even the vet said you were a fighter till the end. I will always be here for you. There’s not enough words to say how much I love you Tyson.
I have photos of you everywhere in my room. Each one freezes a special moment in time that you spent with us. I’m grateful for everyone of them. My favorite is the only one I have of us two together in my room. Everytime I find new ones of you… it’s so heartwarming & I cry for hours. It’s the greatest gift I could ever find- another memory. It’s still hard to believe. I close my eyes and it feels like your still here until I open them and realize how reality settles in. I look around and.. you’re not here anymore.. only in my thoughts, heart, & soul will your memories live on. Without you I have lost a part a me. A part of my happiness I will not gain until we are together again…
My angel, My tysee wysee, my little big head I hope your happy wherever you are. I send you lots of big hugs, warm kisses, and belly rubs! I know you’re looking over us somewhere & I’m here waiting.. never forget about us because we will always be here and never ever forget all you did for us. You were a second younger brother to me and more & there’s not a day that will go by when I don’t think of you ♥ I always stop by the park’s pond to visit you and write you letters to remind you I’m here till I grow old and gray you’ll always be in my heart. You are my pride and joy my beautiful boy.. always remember that. Thank you for coming into our lives Tyson & making our world brighter. My guiding light.. the fire that burns in my heart & in my soul. Smile for me cutie =D I will always love you & miss you my Tyson. ♥
Love forever & always,
| Bethzy & Febus Family |