by Dan Atcheson / Dan Atcheson Copyright 2001

THE NIGHT I TESTED GOD
By Dan Atcheson (8/30/01)

We returned from the vet; my dog was not well

He might have a month, maybe days, who can tell?

The thought of his death cut deep like a knife

We’re nearing the end of my best friend’s life!

Filled with dismay, frustration and grief

I began to question my basic beliefs

Suddenly grief was eclipsed by fear

I’m going to test God! Is He real!? Does he care!?

I trembled and thought, “Don’t play foolish games.

You’re messing with God, and testing your faith!”

But something compelled me to finish this deed

Nothing could stop me; I had to proceed

I fetched up my Bible and wiped off the dust

I randomly chose and page and a verse

“Blessed are they that mourn,” He decreed

“For they shall be comforted.” He was talking to me!

I’d only one chance, I tell you the truth

In thirty-one thousand, one hundred and two!

It was the only verse in the Book

That answered my needs; it wasn’t dumb luck

God’s filled with tenderness, patience and love

He’s not far away in heaven above

He hears every prayer; He knows every need

I know without doubt that He lives within me!

 

Dan Atcheson