You were brought into my life many yrs ago as a baby. Gorgeous and love at first site. We grew together my Fancy Girl. We went through tough and hard times, and you have always been there for mama. I never thought you’d leave me, I guess I figured you would always be here for me. You turned 14 this yr. on Oct. 7, 2006, was you B-Day. I remember we through you a party with hats, a special cake mom had made for you. We were all here and Owie to, and all your friends said they loved you from the Shar Pei Forum.
I recall the day we went to the vet, mama was scared. We didn’t see anything wrong with you but it was a check up and then mom gets the phone call and my heart fell to the ground, the C word they said my baby had Cancer and that it was to late. Oh my girl, as I write this my eyes are full of tears. Oh how I miss you Fancy girl. It has taken me till now to post this cause it hurts to much and I never wanted to believe you were gone from my site. Then we lived life til the end, it took you
in 9 weeks from there.
You left me on October 7, 06. You were diagnosed on July 28, 06. I will never forget the pain you had and how strong you were till the end. I know you hung on for mama. Sometimes I look back and think mama was so selfish to let you go that long, but, I had hope that
you were going to get better.
Oh my girl, you were an always be my life. When you left me I thought I could not go on living. I went into a depression and looked for help. I finally found God and he helped me so much Fancy without him I wanted to join you. I know now that I will see you again in a place of Paradise, with wonderful and beautiful land.
We will both be healthy and running, and I will be able to have many Shar Pei’s like you. Fancy be content and sleep for mama, and I hope Rainbow Bridge is as beautiful as it looks. I will be there with my arms opened to greet you with lots of love and hugs. When you looked at me with your eyes and your last breath, I remember that look constantly and I thought that I did the worst thing in life to you, cause I let you down.
Fancy please forgive me. I didn’t want you to suffer anymore. When we has our long talk I told you it was ok now mamas to go, and you looked at me like ok, mama its time for me to say goodbye.
So Fancy I had let you go, but, not in my heart, I miss you and love you with all my life. Hugs and kisses to you my Fancy Girl. Remember when we would watch all the Disney movies together,
and we liked Pocahontas.
Always in Mamas Heart My Love, Fancy Girl,
| Debbie Velazquez |