My beloved little babies, together again, god how I miss you both so much. Mum and Dad are really sad too. Sparkie I remember the day mum brought you home, I rushed home from school to see if we had gotten you as another couple saw you in the pound and were interested. I’m so glad we got you; you were my baby boy for many years as you know you still are. Every time I think of you I cry. I have a photo of you and Pepsi in my living room and in my wallet. I think of you both all the time; it’s been 2 and a half months now but it still feels like yesterday. I’m so glad you didn’t suffer like poor Pepsi. You just lost all feeling in your legs and tail but you could still give out tons of kisses and I gave you as many as I could back. I hope you forgive us for taking you to the vet. They said it was best for you but it was still the hardest thing I have ever had to do, at least with you I was there to say goodbye. All I can say to my wee girl Pepsi is I’m so sorry for not being there. You should have told us you were sore and we could have helped but as usual you just lay on your couch and slept, lazy brat that you were. Hope fife Gran and Granddad are looking after you both, getting lots of sweeties i bet, now Pepsi no jumping on granddad and Sparkie don’t lick Gran as she never liked it. We have your ashes in beautiful pots with your names on them. Dad has you both beside his table. For awhile Sparkie you were on the couch beside him.
We all miss you so much and I would give my freedom to see you both one last time, especially you Pepsi. I’m so so sorry. I wasn’t there but dad didn’t want to upset me. You know I loved you and I miss playing bities with you on the couch and I miss your cuddles and I miss kissing Sparkie’s kiss spot. I hope you are both behaving and I’ll be with you again someday.
When my cats go you both better be nice to them. I now you will, Sparkie, but Pepsi I’m warning you now, the pair of you better look after them for me. Dad is keeping you both beside him and when he goes you both will be in with Dad and you can be together again. Maybe awhile but I’ll see you again and I can’t wait; thinking of you always my precious precious doggies, love you always big kisses and bities for Pepsi and big wet kiss for my wee Sparkle’s kiss spot.
All the love in the world,
Eleanor |