by JANET RILEY / MOMMY

ALASKA,

IT’S BEEN TWO YEARS SINCE YOU WENT HOME AND IT SEEMS LIKE ONLY YESTERDAY. IT STILL HURTS BUT I NOW AM THANKFUL YOU ARE NO LONGER IN PAIN. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I DID THE RIGHT THING BY LETTING JESUS DECIDE WHEN IT WAS TIME, OR IF I SHOULD OF HELPED SO YOU WOULDN’T BE IN PAIN ANY LONGER. I JUST COULDN’T. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

THE FIFTEEN YEARS I HAD WITH YOU WERE THE BEST IN MY LIFE, AND THE HAPPIEST. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE JOY AND MEMORIES. I CAN THINK OF YOU AND I CAN’T HELP BUT SMILE.

I KNOW YOU ARE STILL WITH ME. I CAN FEEL YOU, AND LIKE ALWAYS, YOU ARE JUST ON TIME….WHEN I REALLY NEED YOU. I KNOW WE WILL BE TOGETHER SOMEDAY UNTIL THEN I WANT YOU TO RUN AND PLAY AND HAVE FUN…GIVE JESUS A KISS FOR ME AND TELL HIM I SAID THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE BEST GIFT OF MY LIFE………YOU AND THANK YOU FOR COMING TO ME IN MY DREAMS…….UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

 

YOU HAVE MY HEART......FOREVER,
JANET RILEY